I can't seem to wash The world's semen off my skin I scratch and I scrape At all my futile sins I'm so unclean I wear dirtiness Like a cloak Unworthiness Parasite still on the brain I want poison in my veins Paralyzed now in the bed But there's voices in my head I can't seem to shake The old demon off my back I push and I pull In his brutal attack He can't be seen But he's murmuring "Life's a joke" Death's flirting Parasite still on the brain I want poison in my veins Paralyzed now on the bed But there's voices in my head It's a terrible task To have to wear this mask Only you see The real and raw me At the end of the day I beg of you to say Good... good bye Our fatal love's a living lie