Faces in the crowd, I don't really even know 'em But I still want 'em closer, to have someone around And it would be okay if the night was never over If time was going slower and never runnin' out When they turn the lights on they all grab their coats When they let the crowd out and everyone goes home Smoke in the air, broken glass on the floor And I'm here on my own And it's the afterparty When I'm the one and lonely, it's late and When the music stops and it's just my thoughts keeping me awake I hate the afterparty Bottle in my hand, I don't even wanna drink it But I'm feeling like I'm sinking and I kinda need the high 'Cause I get in my head and I don't know how to get out And I don't understand how, it gets me every time When they turn the lights on they all grab their coats When they let the crowd out and everyone goes home Smoke in the air, broken glass on the floor And I'm here on my own And it's the afterparty When I'm the one and lonely, it's late and When the music stops and it's just my thoughts keeping me awake I hate the afterparty I wanna be, I wanna be Better being only with me Even when the music stops I wish I didn't feel so much I wanna be, I wanna be Better being only with me Wish that it would be enough And it's the afterparty When I'm the one and lonely, it's late and When the music stops and it's just my thoughts keeping me awake I hate the afterparty