I be in my thoughts everyday tryna keep myself from losing my mind
I do the same thing everyday gotta make these bands fore I close my eyes
Right before I start my day gotta hit my blunt just one more time
You can see it in my eyes that I'm lying every time you ask if I'm alright
Smokin like I'm Khalifa, baby
Demons keep tryna come get me, baby
Medication got me feelin too lazy
Doctor keep tellin me I gotta take em
Countin up all of this money I'm makin
Don't mean a thing if I'm going insane (Uh, uh)
Always on the run I can't slow down
Overthink too much, fuck you I know
I get so lost inside my head that I go numb from head to toe
Matter fact can't feel my face right now
Gotta keep my gas can't put it down
Tryna go back home every time I pop out (Uh, uh-huh)
I be in my thoughts everyday tryna keep myself from losing my mind
I do the same thing everyday gotta make these bands fore I close my eyes
Right before I start my day gotta hit my blunt just one more time
You can see it in my eyes that I'm lying every time you ask if I'm alright
All these chains around my neck ain't gon take away my stress
I'm just tryna get my check right
All these voices in my head telling me to kill myself
Why the fuck would I end my life?
I just went up in my price, it seem like they mad cause I'm livin my life
I'm doing the best that I can to get by
Stay gettin high just to pass by the time
Failed a hunnit time but I'm still gon try
Fuck I look like? I won't ever back down
I'm having these panic attacks every night
But that ain't gon stop me from livin my life (Uh)
I be in my thoughts everyday tryna keep myself from losing my mind
I do the same thing everyday gotta make these bands fore I close my eyes
Right before I start my day gotta hit my blunt just one more time
You can see it in my eyes that I'm lying every time you ask if I'm alright