So sick of always feeling low
Lost inside what ifs and God only knows
I'm spiraling again
Devoid of hope and got nowhere else to go
Think I'm doin fine?
Take a hint
This is the new face of self hate
Stay positive
Don't be dramatic
But why should I pass this sentence on humanity
To bear my presence?
Just leave me be
To self destruct in peace
I watched the sun go down
On my anxiety
Giving all I got not to throw in the towel
So until you hear the scratching turn to silence,
You'll know that I'm still here
But why am I?
So you say to me
Stick to script
And let death decide for itself how it takes me
I wasn't the one who made me like this
But now I'm the only who can't escape it
Now I'm bound for eternity
Shackled for eternity
To my worst enemy
I'll never rest in peace