So sick of always feeling low Lost inside what ifs and God only knows I'm spiraling again Devoid of hope and got nowhere else to go Think I'm doin fine? Take a hint This is the new face of self hate Stay positive Don't be dramatic But why should I pass this sentence on humanity To bear my presence? Just leave me be To self destruct in peace I watched the sun go down On my anxiety Giving all I got not to throw in the towel So until you hear the scratching turn to silence, You'll know that I'm still here But why am I? So you say to me Stick to script And let death decide for itself how it takes me I wasn't the one who made me like this But now I'm the only who can't escape it Now I'm bound for eternity Shackled for eternity To my worst enemy I'll never rest in peace