No artist in my bones
Painted yourself a pretty picture
Somewhere I draw my own
Tearing the canvas, looking for answers
If you want me to talk, then talk
Cause my guts and my brain cannot pull my lips apart
Reaching the end of the road
With an axe to grind against the world and my own throughts
Heaven, your death-bringing arms cannot save us
These pills that I take just can't help us
You promised me life
But it's death that I want to stay with
Salt this world, enough of "it takes time"
When do I find out there is an afterlife, afterlife?
Robbed of these past few years, trying to get here
How can I sleep with my eyes wide, eyes wide?
Pressure, like the vice around my head, I've earned it
"Your sorrow has been noted
Your health matters to us, don't waste it"
No, you say your lies, but you won't remember it
"Your call is important to us
Please wait your turn"
Salt this world, enough of "it takes time"
When do I find out there is an afterlife, afterlife?
Robbed of these past few years, trying to get here
How can I sleep with my eyes wide, eyes wide?
It's who we are, it's what we are
This is nothing like a broken leg, or a broken heart
And it's how I feel when you're gone
There is something of a fear in me
That I'll never give up
It ends with me