What's the worst that I could say right now If I swallow my tongue maybe you'd hear me out You know I have some things to say And you looks you give to him bother me anyway But after holding back my words I found that they were tearing at my skin And all the hate I keep within Was echoing the things you did And the scars upon your wrist Tell me you hated this I never felt so bad my entire life I'll say it twice I'll never speak your name just to say I miss you Even if I do And I'll cross my heart and hope to die A thousand times Before I speak your name just to say I miss you What's the worst that I could do right now Well maybe I'll just run away But god knows I'd rather stay And figure this one out I'm really sick of giving up Just when things in life get rough Cause I've never been the strong one I couldn't tell you how I feel My thoughts just never seem to be real Cause I'm running out of time again To cover up the mess I made I always make the same mistakes I never felt so bad my entire life I'll say it twice I'll never speak your name just to say I miss you Even if I do And I'll cross my heart and hope to die A thousand times Before I speak your name just to say I miss you Well I know that my heads been a mess But I'm just trying to stay on all the goals that I make And I know that my hearts been a wreck But it seems all your times wasted on fallacy Well I know that my heads been a mess But I'm just trying to stay on all the goals that I make And I know that my hearts been a wreck But it seems all your times wasted on fallacy I never felt so bad my entire life I'll say it twice I'll never speak your name just to say I miss you Even if I do And I'll cross my heart and hope to die A thousand times Before I speak your name just to say I miss you Well I know that my heads been a mess (Say I miss you) But I'm just trying to stay on all the goals that I make (Say I miss you) And I know that my hearts been a wreck (Say I miss you) But it seems all your times wasted on fallacy (Say I miss you)