I've got a really really really good friend who's dying Chemo and MRI are the shittiest kind but then One day she got real sick of crying She officially said fuck it and started living We've been going on these super slow walks for hours I mostly study her laugh at wildflowers She brings you here and now like a superpower She says Eli I just love ya I'm glad we're living And it's so wonderful being vulnerable To admit were doomed to die And it's so comfortable being miserable But it's so dangerous to be so fucking full of life Sometimes she'll be real real real quiet My favorite thing's to drive with her sitting in silence But I swear were reading each other's minds ya When we simultaneously crack up about nothing And I've been getting real real real tired of trying Needing people I despise to pretty please like me But all it takes is just a little look in her eyes ya And she reminds me to say fuck it and just let go of it And it's so wonderful being vulnerable To admit were doomed to die And it's so comfortable being miserable But it's so dangerous to be so fucking full of life I really really really love to think about her And how damn lucky I am we got to live on the same earth And I'll be in the ground as well but just a little bit later Laughing from our separate graves till we get noise complaints