You say it's complicated, just to be my friend I see it's getting late, you're too tired to play pretend Because you hate it that i'm not ready to learn (but you don't know) I'm in pain and I'm too broke to return (for a long while) I'm getting paranoid, you don't want to be my friend (anymore) I'm feeling miserable and I'm too stubborn to make amends I know it's my mistake if I get the words wrong and I do all the time I hear you think a lot of things that make no sense And that I can't rely on You hate it that I'm not ready to learn (but you don't know) I'm in pain and I'm too broke to return (for a long while) Such a strange feeling Why ... you got to treat me like this? In many ways it's eventually starting to show How you'll break away and strangle my soul on the go You hate it that I'm not ready to learn (but you don't know) I'm in pain and I'm too broke to return (for a long while) But hold on because I'm ready to learn How to pave my way onto roads I want to return to