What else was I supposed to do? You said it to my face you didn't love me. And you never could. What else was I suppose to do in the south? You ripped my heart from my chest and for-spat it down my throat. What can I say I've been trapped, I can't breathe. Crush, crush. Flatten me out on the floor. Cold, cold. Tired cuts in on my cheek. I feel blood. I see blood. But to god. I still can't speak. I can feel the words catchin' at the back of my throat. Could you ever. Could you ever understand? What I wrote for you. What can I do with a girl. - I would work it. (?) Feel like I have no place in a place. Not like this. Why oh why, did I have to catch your eye? Standing alone on a pavement, ready to cry. These voices inside of me, they crawl in my head. They're holding me hostage, I'm better off dead. What can I say I've been trapped, I can't breathe. Crush, crush. Flatten me out on the floor. Cold, cold. Tired cuts in on my cheek. I feel blood. I see blood. But to god. I still can't speak. I can feel the words catchin' at the back of my throat. Could you ever. Could you ever understand? What I wrote for you. And I - still want an apology. And I - want you to get away from me. What can I say I feel trapped, I can't breathe. Crush, crush. Flatten me out on the floor. Cold, cold. Tired cuts in on my cheek. I feel blood. I see blood. But to god. I still can't speak. I can feel the words catchin' at the back of my throat. Could you ever. Could you ever understand? What I wrote for you?