I'm scared of the noises that Follow me at night I'm scared of the voices that Tell me its not right I'm holding on to the choices that I can reach out for I'm holding out for the moment when I don't want anymore Let it sink in That we're sinking In an ocean of our own fears And I'm dramatic But I've had it With all the spilling of my own tears I've been waiting for the sign yea While I sign that deal with devil And I'll be here fine While it all unravels I'm scared of the feeling that I'll never fall in love I'm scared of the knowing that Pretty soon I'll give up I'm holding onto something That isn't even real I'm holding in all of my own Deep and darkest fears Let it sink in That we're sinking In an ocean of our own fears And I'm "dramatic" But I've had it With all the spilling of my own tears And I've been waiting for the sign yea While I sign that deal with devil And I'll be here fine While it all unravels I'll just warn you to be careful Don't fall for me Yea I'll ghost you Be your downfall And still call you mine I've gotten toxic Heart is locked its Doing time for its crime Maybe one day I can be there But for now I'll stay right here