I can't remember how it all began
It's like I'm losing every second that I don't give in
It's like I'm dancing with my demons for a moment of peace
Slicing with my scissors 'cause I need the release
Why should I have to spend my life
Accepting all the reasons I don't feel alright?
Why should I have to spend my life
Denying all the things that make me feel alive?
I can't feel my hands in front of me
Lost inside this storm of my misery
Reaching for the edge
I'm falling beneath
Further down, further down
Into nothing
Right now I can't feel my face
Couldn't get a job making minimum wage
Counting up the crimes but I gota get paid
Hiding my vibes... faking my names
Murder in the first degree
Always chasing that high, there's no guarantee
If we'll ever see tomorrow so I beg to please
And if I'm ever gona die, it's my hands to seize
Why should I have to spend my life
Accepting all the reasons I don't feel alright?
Why should I have to spend my life
Denying all the things that make me feel alive?
I can't feel my hands in front of me
Lost inside this storm of my misery
Reaching for the edge
I'm falling beneath
Further down, further down
Into nothing
Before the paranoia and delusions kick in
Before addiction sends me into spirals again
I'd rather create chaos than be trapped in my skin
I always feel so empty... Need a cure to stop the itch!
I can't feel my hands in front of me
Lost inside this storm of my misery
Reaching for the edge
I'm falling beneath
Further down, further down
Into nothing
It's so hard to breathe!
I can't feel my hands in front of me
Lost inside this storm of my misery
Reaching for the edge
I'm falling beneath
Further down, further down
Into nothing
I can't feel my hands!
It's so hard to breathe!
I can't feel my hands!
I need the release!
I can't feel my hands!
I'm falling beneath!
Further down, further down
Into nothing!