My divine I feel you near me Please show me what I'm doing wrong I saw your lights but now it's gone I'm paralyzed That it consume me The shadows of what I've done A bitter end to a bitter song Is this how it ends? With a flicker of how it began An old tale, lost in time Without an answer or reason why Oh, why? Mind was on the floor Heart was on the ceiling Looking at me through closed eyes There's nowhere to run Nowhere to hide It's all a joke without a punchline I promised I'd see it to the end When I lacked a sense of self And I was afraid of what I say Is this how it ends? With a flicker of how it began An old tale, lost in time Without an answer or reason why Oh, why? I promised that I would do better To be nicer to myself Even though I don't know what I'm doing Any better than anyone else I promised that I would try harder To trust when it feels right But I don't know what I'm doing It always crossed my mind Is this how it ends? With a flicker of how it began An old tale, lost in time Without an answer or reason why Oh, is this how it ends? With a flicker of how it began An old tale, lost in time Without an answer or reason why Oh, is this how it ends?