I push it down before it gets to the surface
Cause I halfway feel like I can't come to terms with it
And I drop my head so I don't have to see what I've done
I just lay in bed wishing I was someone
Someone who doesn't do the things I do
Someone who doesn't try control you
Someone who doesn't have to bend the truth
Someone who deserves you
The truth is finally here
Goes where I go, goes where I go
It never disappears
It always interferes
Right when I don't want it
Right there in that moment
Right there when needed it the most
That's when it really shows
The hardest part is knowing I hurt you
And I cannot fix all the damage I've caused
I'm facing my fears and mistakes that I've made
It's the only way I can be the one
Someone who doesn't do the things I do
Someone who doesn't try control you
Someone who doesn't have to bend the truth
Someone who deserves you
The truth is finally here
Goes where I go, goes where I go
It never disappears
It always interferes
Right when I don't want it
Right there in that moment
Right there when needed it the most
That's when it really shows