I push it down before it gets to the surface Cause I halfway feel like I can't come to terms with it And I drop my head so I don't have to see what I've done I just lay in bed wishing I was someone Someone who doesn't do the things I do Someone who doesn't try control you Someone who doesn't have to bend the truth Someone who deserves you The truth is finally here Goes where I go, goes where I go It never disappears It always interferes Right when I don't want it Right there in that moment Right there when needed it the most That's when it really shows The hardest part is knowing I hurt you And I cannot fix all the damage I've caused I'm facing my fears and mistakes that I've made It's the only way I can be the one Someone who doesn't do the things I do Someone who doesn't try control you Someone who doesn't have to bend the truth Someone who deserves you The truth is finally here Goes where I go, goes where I go It never disappears It always interferes Right when I don't want it Right there in that moment Right there when needed it the most That's when it really shows