Perfect, it's what I strive for Hide all of the bad The evidence of before I gotta hide from you From everybody (From you) Automatic since I was young Had to be a parent Cause my parents weren't enough I've been conditioned to be sad Too fake it all, to stay mad So look at my house Look at my car Look at my smile Isn't it nice Isn't it deceiving Look my job, making these songs You think I'd be happy but I'm not Isn't so nice Isn't it deceiving I don't want you to see this It's me falling to pieces Close your eyes Focus on my lies I don't want you to see this It's me falling to pieces Close your eyes Pretend that I'm fine I don't want you to see this Sorry for any hurt that I have caused Pain is in my blood It travels right through my heart That's why I'm faded all the time And I'm always changing my damn mind Shit, I didn't mean to open up Forget words and picture me as enough Cause if I'm crying or upset I'm scared you'll leave me Like all the rest So look at my house Look at my car Look at my smile Isn't it nice Isn't it deceiving Look my job, making these songs You think I'd be happy but I'm not Isn't so nice Isn't it deceiving I don't want you to see this It's me falling to pieces Close your eyes Focus on my lies I don't want you to see this It's me falling to pieces Close your eyes Pretend that I'm fine I don't want you to see this I don't want you to see this, see this I don't want you to see this, see this (I don't want you to see this) (I don't want you to see this)