I Remember Waking to the echo chamber White piercing noise, internal A deafening silence Caused by an inner crisis My heartbeats feels ever so lifeless Stages of grief Surges skin My Spirit now becomes thin (These) Tunnel visions Where I cannot leave My body betrays me I'm begging for release Just let me be Pulse pounding Melting surface The mind cries As I try to convalesce To My Equanimity Seizes my reality Return me to who I was A battle yet not lost To My Equanimity Seizes my reality Shadows tighten at my chest Of what remains it now infests Once asleep, I cannot breathe (Beneath) Bleeding me so deep complete Their tower of babel metamorphoses this dichotomy It seems we are more human than ever When we are most vulnerable Blood pumping unprocessed (It) Murders within when I'm at my best To My Equanimity Seizes my reality Return me to who I was A battle yet not lost To My Equanimity Seizes my reality Shadows tighten at my chest Of what remains it now infests May we dream away To dwell in realm of this better day One step closer to serenity But its growing into my own entity I am part of you The one that followed through You cannot break me You cannot shake me I am part of you Return me to who I was Ignorance is bliss And knowledge Is might As is agony, reflecting detecting Into Equanimity A choke hold on my thoughts Incubation left to rot Peel my skin, Anxiety derails New blood flows into once dead dried veins Claws at my soul now I break these burning chains Now spread my wings free of what was my weak remains