Dealing with the ghost Inside my head Before the silence disillusion me There's no place left to go Still wasting my time Filled up the big black hole inside of me With the arrows and knives on my back I've changed and there's no turning back Invigorated,then another setback Refined,torn to the skin and bones Everytime I get up on my feet I'm afraid I'll be trapped forever in the cage Like ocean it consumes Within seconds I'll be dragged to the bottom of it Taking chances, the obstinacy of me Just can't see the bigger picture of it Like ocean it varies Somedays tamed others, I felt nothing I only wish that I can No I should just make up my mind The demon lives inside my head When it's up in the air but out of my hands There'll be nothing left if my love is meaningless Dealing with the ghost Inside my head Before the silence disillusion me I've seen my end Made by bad decisions A little by little Ripping the memories from my mind Constantly spinning I'm afraid, I start losing it I can't mend Can't make peace with it Please forbid I quit The demon lives inside When it's up in the air but out of my hands There'll be nothing left if my love is meaningless Dealing with the ghost Inside my head Before the silence disillusion me The cure of self-destruction The path of my redemption Every breath I take might just be a mistake A mistake Curved in the bones with the silence in my head