She was just a grain of sand When I held her in my hand, Now I see her understand The patterns on the page. Fragile still as sugar glass. Blink and miss the days go past. See the ceiling overcast And wait until the rain City storm and all alone. Bury as a dog a bone. Hide it somewhere far from home, Deep down in the dirt. No-one knows it anyhow. Mother Night is mother now, As my faded fortunes do allow And the ceiling's always leaking when the rain rolls into town. And waking up is hard some days. Same old cheese, same old maze. Same old rat race to the grave. Same old clickbait right click save delete. Unsubscribe. Same old drip of dopamine. Same old equilateral scheme. I'll die before I reach the summit, And as for the climb I may well die from it. Or maybe from the blood on the kingsize sheets. Laughing 'til the tears roll down my cheeks. Listen to the rhythm of the rain through the ceiling leaks. There's a hole in my bucket. There's a bucket in my soul And it seems to be half empty Where it used to be half full.