I couldn't sleep
Leaving took me by surprise and
I couldn't let it all go
Couldn't let it all just go
So I turned my head
Away from those thoughts
And kept forever in the nighstand
Put together all away
I will never see you all again
I will never feed my dog again
I will never pet my cat again
I will never miss you again
So I took the first plane and
I ran, ran away the farthest that I could from you
Farthest that I could from my
Own fears, but I'm down, down again
On my knees, I don't know if I can make it back
Ten thousand miles
And I started to wonder
If this is the life that I have chosen
Despair in my mother's eyes
Watching quietely as her son tries
Now I see that I am ready
I am ready
I will make you proud
I will make you proud
I will make you proud
I will make you proud