Stay busy, don't think too much
Don't speak up, play it safe
Don't bother to ask for help
You'll ruin someone's day
Be pretty, pretty mean to yourself
Keeping running 'till you're weak
This is what I told myself
All night
Nothing good happens after 2 AM
So I stay in bed
Replaying in my head
I'm clawing at my skin and I'm so terrified
That I waste my life
And fear
And fear
I'm good but not good enough for 26 years old
I don't know what I want
So I keep chasing gold
I am lying at therapy
So they're not scared of me
I'm getting scared of me
I know
Nothing good happens after 2 AM
So I stay in bed
Replaying in my head
I'm clawing at my skin and I'm so terrified
That I waste my life
And fear
And fear
Cause I hate what I see
When I'm looking at me
I don't want to exist
I don't wanna be seen
I'm faded, so jaded
By the weight of the words I've been telling myself
Maybe I should just turn into somebody else
Erase me, replace me
(Ahh, Ahh, Ahh, Ahh, Ahh, Ahh)
(Ahh, Ahh, Ahh, Ahh, Ahh, Ahh)