I really thought I'd be somewhere I really thought I'd be someone by now but I don't know How everybody else just knows While I stand by as time flies and I move so slow I keep waiting for that moment to come Where I wake up But this hangs over my head And I'm just scared That this is all it is That this is all I get The clock is ticking loud And I'm afraid it's running out And I don't know how To live my life the Way I want the Way I saw myself before I fell So lost I never used to stay so low Always so sure that everything would just work out But lately I don't feel the same Yeah I don't know what changed but now the rain is pouring down I keep waiting for that moment to come Where the clouds clear up But they hang over my head And I'm just scared That this is all it is That this is all I get The clock is ticking loud And I'm afraid it's running out And I don't know how To live my life the Way I want the Way I saw myself before I fell So lost I thought I'd find the one by now But I'm stuck trying to stand out in the crowd I thought I'd have more friends by now But they don't seem to want to stick around I thought I'd be so sure about Anything or something in my life But I don't know No I don't know If this is all it is If this is all I get And if the clock is ticking loud And time is running out I want to say I lived my life the Way I want the Way I saw myself before I fell So lost