Well I can't pay for my therapy So instead I guess I'll go dye my hair We don't need another white boy Who's got way too many feeling to share Know I can bore, know I should keep it to myself Worse than before, I'm just a danger to my health Oh my god it's hitting me like a rocket Don't recall what gravity was for Last to arrive but the first one to be running out the door Forgetting just what I was looking for on the floor How could something so amazing Be a monster when it stay in my home There's no pill there's no prescription That could tell me not to miss him, I'm grown Back in the red, being alive I can't afford  Emotional debt spent all year trying to ignore Oh my god it's hitting me like a rocket Don't recall what gravity was for Last to arrive but the first one to be running out the door Forgetting just what I was looking for on the floor Oh my god it's hitting me like a rocket Don't recall what gravity was for Last to arrive but the first one to be running out the door Forgetting just what I was looking for on the floor