In the wake of morning light these thoughts that I can't defend. Better keep this to myself the dark it calls me a friend. All this time my door was closed to you. But I see now what I'm supposed to do. Cause I'm on the outside but not looking in. I know the path to take but I can't get myself to begin. So what's the upside? To walk through the pain? I know the path to take and I'm the only one in my way. The daylight is fading fast but how can I move along? The old fears are coming back. The ones that I thought were gone. The world has been kind to me it's true. But I can't send that that kindness back to you. Cause I'm on the outside but not looking in. I know the path to take but I can't get myself to begin. So what's the upside? To walk through the pain? I know the path to take and I'm the only one in my way. I'm on the outside. And I know the path to take am I'm the only one in my way. And I'm the only one in my way. And I'm the only one in my way.