This isn't happening
These dreams are still full of gleaming
This mind is still a chalice of worth
(Gold is the colour of my heart)
(Gold is the colour of my soul)
My sleeping sun cools and becomes a black hole
A subtle supernova slowly incinerated all the beauty in my life
Heatrstrings are pulled over the event horizon those who orbit now do so with apathy
It's cold and dark when i wake and when i sleep no light escapes
The miracle of this misery is in its continuum repeating its cycle afresh every morning
The stars above and stars within are collapsing from the inside out
Skin in tact, skin in tact but my name is an unclear fog
The stars above and stars within are collapsing from the inside out
The fire's out. the fire's out and my eyes are now just spent coals
The stars above and stars within are collapsing from the inside out
My heart still beats, my heart still beats
But it's passions have been lost to the wind
The stars above and stars within are collapsing from the inside out
Everything they loved crushed in to nothing
And just like those stars, the light you see in me burnt out long before it reached you