I'm getting feelings that I can't shake They never leave me alone, but I don't wanna embrace I only want to create Time stood still with a singular purpose Life or death, I'm becoming my music Line after line, I'm using and abusing My hopes for redemption, my faith I am losing Well, damn, if I'm not perfect Guess I've never thought that'd make me fucking worthless How am I the enemy? Am I to show you what that really means? One day you'll see me when I come in town I'll tell you hi, but I don't want you hanging 'round Don't try to hit me with that ignorant you've changed Go build a life while always staying the same You would've led me to grave I'd leave with nothing, but a heavy heart And overwhelming shame Go build a life while staying the same Well, damn, if I'm not perfect Guess I've never thought that'd make me fucking worthless How am I the enemy? Am I to show you what that really means? I thought I told this story Focused but life got boring Tired of you ignoring Beggin' to reconsider, I need to reconfigurer Broken down and terrified No control of my own life That's where I draw the line Don't pretend, tomorrow is the same I hate that you'll be here forever unchanged How long can you stay alive? Remember the times that we had one another Please, open your eyes Just wake up, wake up Now you're making me scared Without you, I'm unprepared I think I'm getting closer now I don't know anything, but I won't let you down Don't like the way it feels in the middle Don't pretend tomorrow's the same (Don't like the way it feels in the middle) I hate that you'll be here forever unchanged (Don't like the way it feels in the middle) Don't pretend tomorrow's the same (I don't know anything, but I won't let you down) (I don't like the way it feels, I don't think I'm getting closer) Don't pretend, tomorrow's the same (I don't know anything, but I won't let you down) (Don't like the way it feels in the middle)