I get a funny feeling
That you won't be revealing
Anything you hold inside
I don't know who you're seeing
Or what you think you're hearing
When you wake up in the night
It's not a question
That I need answered
More like a lifetime
I can't untangle
You can call me when you need me
You can call me when you need me
You can call me when you're
Life is (?)
Hold me, help me realise
I don't love you
I get the strangest feeling
Like I've been here before
But I can't remember leaving
Anybody on the floor
I can't help waking early
And I'll only sleep til four
Better get myself together
Better get myself
It's not a question
That I need answered
More like a lifetime
I can't untangle
You can call me when you need me
You can call me when you need me
You can call me when you're
You can call me when you need me
You can call me when you need me
You can call me when you need me
I get this funny feeling
That I've been here before
But I don't remember leaving
Anybody on the floor
I can't help waking early
And I only sleep til four
Better get myself together
Better get myself
It's not a question
That I need answered
More like a lifetime
I can't untangle
You can call me when you need me
You can call me when you need me
You can call me when you need me
I spent my life waiting for my life to start
It's as though you need permission from somebody
Parents, God, a committee of your peers, I don't bloody know
To finally take responsibility for your own actions, your own life
Only the permission never comes and gradually
Well, gradually for me, I can't speak for others
Maybe their realisation comes as some sort of sudden revelation
A blinding light or whatever
But gradually you realise it never will come
That the way you've lived you life
Stumbling through it, minging half the time
Is all there really is
All there ever was
I feel cheated, because of that
I feel sometimes like I've cheated myself
Though I can't see how I could have done it any different
I have a horrible feeling that even if I had a time
Machine and could go back And visit my younger self to warn him
At least advise him about all this
He'd - I'd - have no idea what my future self was talking about
I'd think he was an idiot
I'd ignore him
I'd ignore myself