All the songs I wrote in my youth
Every one of them ended up about you
But when time healed the wound
I didn't know what to do
'Cause who am I without the pain you caused me?
When that was all I ever I knew
I don't know how to be whole when I was broken for so long
How can getting better feel so wrong?
Used to pray for the day it would end
And I could find my old self again
But I was unprepared
For how I'd feel when I got there
'Cause who am I without the pain you caused me?
When that was all I ever I knew
I don't know how to be whole when I was broken for so long
How can getting better feel so wrong?
You could call it masochistic tendencies
Never feel more alive than when I can't breathe
Maybe you damaged me permanently
Now I'm only happy in misery
'Cause who am I without the pain you caused me?
When that was all I ever I knew
I don't know how to be whole when I was broken for so long
How can getting better feel so wrong?