I haven't felt this way in so long
I feel the cold air creeping in
Muscles tensing under pressure
And I don't think it's a fight that I can win
I'm stuck in solitary motion
The echoes droning in my head
I'm feeling hopeless in this freezing open ocean
And I'm drowning faster trying to catch my breath
I wanted to get better, but I keep on falling in
To the same mistakes and patterns that end up hurting you again
I'm sorry for the way I am
I wanna be a better man
I wanna breathe in and let it go
But I can't change what I don't know
I'm sorry for the way I am
I feel it pooling in my veins
And I don't think I'm gonna change
It's stormy weather, you deserve so much better
I don't want you to go, but I won't ask you to stay
And now I'm stuck between this glass
On display this way forever, ankles tied down with the past
But I still try to struggle free
I wanna change, I wanna fight, but I just feel so fucking weak
I'm sorry for the way I am
I wanna be a better man
I wanna breathe in and let it go
I've never felt so fucking low
I'm sorry for the way I am
I'm sorry for the way I am
(I'm sorry for the way I am)
I'm sorry for the way I am
(I'm sorry for the way I am)
I'm sorry for the way I am
(I'm sorry for the way I am)
I'm sorry for the way I am
I am sorry for the way I am
I am sorry for the way I am
I am sorry for the way I am
I am sorry for the way I am