Black tendrils are grasping me Emerging from the floor Sheer strings form around my wrists My back pressed against the door I accept the consequences I need to carry the weight on my back right now I am facing the worst part of me There is no turning back right now Contemplation enhances my misery Desperation unleashes the worst in me Contemplation enhances my misery Desperation unleashes the worst in me A sudden change in pace In control of my own fate Tears running down my face A moment to embrace A sudden change in pace In control of my own fate Tears running down my face A moment to embrace Say something Or you'll fall apart Take control of the situation Heart's pumping A brand new start Accept the transformation I did a horrible thing The tendrils lose their grip I'm in control of myself The weight becomes lighter Lifeless eyes stare back at me A glimpse, no reaction Dry lips that are not talking Is anyone in there You're turning your back on me You're drifting further away from me