Suicide seems so appealing until you're in bed with a bottle of pills Salvation is just a capsule away 1 more to snuff the pain Progression through perversions Abandon is advancement 4 years since the torment began I'm ready to suffer serenely again Hang on like a noose dangling from the rafters Hang on like a noose I've begun to realize I'm just chasing the same old high I've begun to realize I'm just chasing the same old high Empathy is but a pawn for loneliness And selfish deeds To nourish the guilt To feed Entropy is what's become of me A cautious de-evolution Unrequited I resisted the reversion Unequalled for all time 3 years since I put it to bed I'm ready to suffer again Hang on like a noose dangling from the rafters Hang on like a noose I've begun to realize I'm just chasing the same old high I've begun to realize I'm just chasing the same old high Death is never permanent Death is never permanent Death is never permanent You can't go back to life If you never die Go back to life If you never die And its the pills you say that made you act that way You're too busy withdrawing And its the pills you say that made you act that way You're too busy withdrawing Withdrawing Withdrawing Withdrawing Withdraw into me