I've fallen victim to these fucking thoughts a thousand times I'll put a rope around my neck until my skin is cold I bleed I spill my blood just to feel alive I've heard the pain ends when you die When you die Oh how I'd love this life just to end again Feeling the cold embrace endlessly haunting me Let me go Tear off my flesh just to see on the inside I've lost all my senses again Wandering endlessly Everytime I close my eyes I see you haunting me Falling through the endless void in my head I can't sleep I can't breathe It's overwhelming me My paranoia comes creeping in Tear at my eyes so that I can see again My ears are bleeding now that I can hear everything The night will come again Watched by a thousand eyes They see the mistakes I make Everyday Unblinking Relentlessly consuming me from the inner depths of my mind