I've fallen victim to these fucking thoughts a thousand times
I'll put a rope around my neck until my skin is cold
I bleed
I spill my blood just to feel alive
I've heard the pain ends when you die
When you die
Oh how I'd love this life just to end again
Feeling the cold embrace endlessly haunting me
Let me go
Tear off my flesh just to see on the inside
I've lost all my senses again
Wandering endlessly
Everytime
I close my eyes
I see you haunting me
Falling through the endless void in my head
I can't sleep
I can't breathe
It's overwhelming me
My paranoia comes creeping in
Tear at my eyes so that I can see again
My ears are bleeding now that I can hear everything
The night will come again
Watched by a thousand eyes
They see the mistakes I make
Everyday
Unblinking
Relentlessly consuming me from the inner depths of my mind