I wake up before sunrise Just as tired as when I closed my eyes Caffeine pill 33 And a piece of Happy co. pastry I am not myself Just a shell of a man I drag my arse to work Bombarded by advert- actors smirks They're paralyzing me While so many buy things just to be I am not myself Just a shell of a man I am not even here Just a pawn in a plan There must be a way out; I can decide! And a release from this circular plight I will not stand for this slow suicide I will search for the eternal light Monotony devours me The relentless stream of labour that be It slowly drowns me in this self- dug hole Dulls my mind and corrodes my soul I am not myself Just a shell of a man I am not even here Just a pawn in a plan There must be a way out; I can decide! And a release from this circular plight I will not stand for this slow suicide I will search for the eternal light I see how, shining bright I must end this now and seek out the light My body gone but soul set free I must take many with me I see By the end of this barrel we'll finally be