You hold me up
To break me down
Nothing's left
But a memory
Hold me up
To break me down
Nothing's left
But a memory
Countless times
You tried to hide the truth from me
Make me choke
On these lies you'd always want me to eat
I am sick and tired of what you would always
Want me to be
What to think what to say
I'm sick and tired of what you would always
Want me to see
And never to truly be me
You hold me up
To break me down
Nothing's left
But a memory
Hold me up
To break me down
Nothing's left
But a memory
A memory...
Hopeless times I had to walk through
Before I could see
This nothingness I tried to escape
Keeps burning in me
I am sick and tired of keeping up
This smile while inside
I just try to survive
I'm sick and tired of having to fight
Not to be pulverised
So I'm waiting for you to
Hold me up
To break me down
Nothing's left
But a memory
Hold me up
To break me down
Nothing's left
But a memory
I have been through dark and light
Thought I wouldn't make these nights
All your words were poisining me
Controlling me
No!
A thousand times I tried to hide
Never ready, never right
There's a lot to feel but grief
For the old me
You hold me up
To break me down
Nothing's left
But a memory
Hold me up
To break me down
Nothing's left
But a memory
A memory...