You hold me up To break me down Nothing's left But a memory Hold me up To break me down Nothing's left But a memory Countless times You tried to hide the truth from me Make me choke On these lies you'd always want me to eat I am sick and tired of what you would always Want me to be What to think what to say I'm sick and tired of what you would always Want me to see And never to truly be me You hold me up To break me down Nothing's left But a memory Hold me up To break me down Nothing's left But a memory A memory... Hopeless times I had to walk through Before I could see This nothingness I tried to escape Keeps burning in me I am sick and tired of keeping up This smile while inside I just try to survive I'm sick and tired of having to fight Not to be pulverised So I'm waiting for you to Hold me up To break me down Nothing's left But a memory Hold me up To break me down Nothing's left But a memory I have been through dark and light Thought I wouldn't make these nights All your words were poisining me Controlling me No! A thousand times I tried to hide Never ready, never right There's a lot to feel but grief For the old me You hold me up To break me down Nothing's left But a memory Hold me up To break me down Nothing's left But a memory A memory...