Been a while since I've been here, yeah Been a while since I've seen your face Wanna know if you're going out, yeah Wanna know if you've found your place 'Cause last time I saw you were crying, I just had to ask Why you be so upset, don't be so sad It's been a year, a little less fear See I never knew how to party or knew how to act Had a few nights, all I'm seeing is black Another year, a little less tears Am I gonna be okay? Will it ever go away? I mean, what the hell did I expect from this? Am I gonna be okay? Will it ever go my way? No, it's hard to build a home with sand and sticks Afraid of getting much older I miss my dog and my old friends Get used to being a loner I'm scared the summers are over I don't want this feeling to go It's never better alone Need someone close to me, so don't you leave I'm fighting, I won't give in to hope It's just a trick, don't you know? I want your company, don't take it please, no Been a while since I've been back, yeah Feeling good but I bet it won't last Never thought I'd get up here, yeah Had to cut so I start from scratch Am I gonna be okay? Will it ever go away? I mean, what the hell did I expect from this? Am I gonna be okay? Will it ever go my way? No, it's hard to build a home with sand and sticks Afraid of getting much older I miss my dog and my old friends Get used to being a loner I'm scared the summers are over