I want be torn from this pain beneath my skin Cleansed from this disease of being human Never did I ask to be housed inside of this husk of flesh Now let me heave in my apocalypse Take me back to the enduring darkness Unhoist my broken neck, dispose of this carcass I am pleading before the gates of Dis to let me in All I have to offer is my dismal end Just because I am not dead doesn't mean that I'm alive Here I am, a hollow shell Desolation is all that seethes inside I'm so obsessed with death, all I can taste is my demise My heart is severely numb, my emotions remain paralyzed Oh, how my self loathing thoughts quickly quell what's left of me Aiding in my escape from this living catastrophe Succumbing to a natural suicidal state of mind I'm anxious to decay, and perish far from all mankind I'm eager to be bloodless, astray without a care Exiled from this unsought world, absent from mortal despair Flirting with my extinction, for in this hell I'm dispossessed A still breathing corpse sustained by a borrowed breath Into a vast oblivion, I long to come undone As I step up to this noose, from my death I shall no longer run I see no hope, just an auspicious rope Within it's clutch I'll place my throat Then hang myself until I fucking choke out every trace of air Leaving none to spare, this unwanted life My wellbeing I sacrifice Seduced by the noose May every memory be erased My presence I shall now forsake In peace I suffocate I've chosen to return back into the dust from which I came For I belong to the ebon night, without cease, I hear death calling my name I strangulate this identity without any mercy or any shame Just a sigh of relief as my eternal absence I embrace