I am so tired of all this crap
It seems that I might go fucking psycho!
But if I do that then there's no going back
There is no going back
I don't know what I'm going to do
With myself anymore
Often I wake up laid on the floor
Oh well, I get up and grab another bottle
Another bottle down!
I try so hard
So hard to be better
Then what I used to be!
But as I said before I am so tired
And cannot take anymore!
I've been looking for a remedy
To give me some serenity
From so many extremities inflicted on myself
Can I make amenities?
With the ones who are my enemies
I'm talking about the entities created by myself
Oh no, something is happening to me!
Why can't I seem to breathe?
I can't breathe
Now I'm drowning in anguish and sorrow
Not knowing if I'll be seeing tomorrow
If they had a pill full of happiness
I would swallow the whole fucking bottle!
All I've caused myself is nothing but trouble!
Now I'm left with nothing but rubble
I've been looking for a remedy
To give me some serenity
From so many extremities inflicted on myself
Can I make amenities?
With the ones who are my enemies
I'm talking about the entities created by myself
They have been robbing me of mental health
I have no inner wealth!
What shall I do now that I have to go without
Anything that helped me out?
Cause the pain is never ending
My aching heart it melts
Shuffling through every shelf but all have turned empty
I'm so tired of everything, I just want to feel myself
I just want to feel myself!