I'm living wide awake in this nightmare
Shut my eyes, she's not there
Hold my head underwater just to watch me drown
In my dreams, I'm screaming
Since you're gone this life lacks meaning
The heavy burden of this weight will bury me when I'm awake
So when I close my eyes
It helps me drift away
Inside of my own mind
As the light fades to grey
I'm calling
Come get me
Don't leave me, don't let me go
The darkness filled inside
Will I find the day?
I reminisce those times
But you're so far away
Another day in this perfect fantasy
Another chemical rotting my bloodstream
Do you know how it feels to come undone?
I drag myself out of the dirt
I'll raise the flames, I'll scorch the earth
I know I've got to get away, got to face my fears, got to break this cycle
I'm calling
Come get me
Don't leave me, don't let me go
The darkness filled inside
Will I find the day?
I reminisce those times
But you're so far away
You've been gone for so damn long,
I can't remember when we were young
Everything I learned from you is dead and gone
I'm calling
Come get me
Don't leave me, don't let me go
Already gone for far too long
Do you remember when we were young?
Everything I ever taught you is now dead and gone
The darkness fills my mind
Will I find a way inside of my own mind
When you're so far away?
The pain and silence, the fear of letting go
I'm wondering if I'll ever know