I've been watching way too much TV
The weight of everything is drowning me
And I miss my sister in their empty room
We had thanksgiving but it was over Zoom
I have everything I ever wanted
But I lost everyone who ever cared
And I wish I'd slowed down, took some time for me
Now I'm 22 going on 40
I'm not alone, but damn I feel so lonely
Spending all my time thinking if only
And I know we'll make it out of this alive
The bar is low, I just want to survive
Showing you what you want to see of me
Satisfaction guarantee, guaranteed
In other words I am fine, but I'm lying to
Nothing is fine and that's fine, we're all trying
I have everything I ever wanted
But I lost everyone who ever cared
I have everything I ever wanted
But I lost everyone who ever cared