Today my mother asked if I'm depressed and I got stressed 'Cause I don't want her to worry My brother called to say I'm such a mess, so I confessed My room's a little dirty Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah Ah-ah-ah My friends say I look tired, well, yeah, I guess I haven't slept I try to laugh it off, and it hurts me (ah-ah-ah) I used to see a Heaven, nothing's left, just faded red The road is, oh, so blurry I hope they see me at 30 Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah Ah-ah-ah I hope they see me at 30 Ah-ah-ah, ah-ah Ah-ah-ah, oh-oh For 21 years you did your job, it's not your fault or mine Just the world is a little hard sometimes (ah-ah) 21 cheers (yeah), would just get by, I always say I'm fine But I promise you, I won't cross that line Today my mother asked if I'm depressed and I got stressed 'Cause I don't want her to worry I hope she sees me at 30 (ah-ah-ah) I hope she sees me at 30 (ah-ah-ah) I hope she sees me at 30 (ah-ah-ah) I hope she sees me at 30 (ah-ah-ah) I hope they see me at 30