It was an accidental mishap that started it all But no turning back I felt cheated by the way that they eloquently Interrogated me I could see just what they wanted And to avoid confrontation Shied away from the truth Allowed to go i realised In haste i'd left just lies behind Oh lord, will you Hold me, cradled in the palm of your hand As i, i hear your voice, Still i don't understand Why you, you care for me, A traitor who's returned Again You gave your life so unselfishly up for me Though i never asked you You have never turned your back on me despite the fact I do it frequently Lord, you know i love you I adore you, I live for you, jesus Please, help me with consistency I don't understand Why i can't live like you command, Full of love Like you have for me