I was looking at my mother's son With a hatchet in his hand His hatchet was a black one Filled with dirt and a lot of sand Now why is it so dirty? I don't think that no one knows But we are here to find out So now this is how it goes In the mirror there's a guy That I can't love but still can't hate I know it's kinda sad but He's my only mate I must have done something horrible To feel just like I feel But when I don't even know why I feel like this Everything just seems unreal I don't know what's going on It feels like everything's just rambling on I feel struck and about to fall down But I'll stay on my feet for as long as I can No one acts all strange Or give me a special look It seems that everything that I did Just slipped right of the hook If no one reveals what I've done Then the price to pay is cheap But the feeling I feel inside of me Makes me feel like such a creep I break the mirror, smash it to pieces I don't need no one to judge I can't comprehend what I've done But at least I'm not the grudge No-one knows what I have done And that includes me I carry my dirty hatchet with me Without it I cannot breathe I don't know what's going on It feels like everything's just rambling on I feel struck and about to fall down But I'll stay on my feet for as long as I I don't know what's going on It feels like everything's just rambling on I feel struck and about to fall down But I'll stay on my feet for as long as I can