I have to let go and I hate it
But I can't continue feeling so frustrated
She wanted control and I needed my freedom
That's not how I roll if they won't join you then leave'em
It was a nice little run
Had some cool memories man damn I had fun
But fun ain't enough and it sucks to be guessing
What caused her to shift and withdraw her affection
Every day something new
Old problems emerge and the wall comes unglued
Tho it wasn't my problem I stood there and listened
Until she began to place on me conditions
That's not how I roll
I don't want to own nor be controlled
I would if I could but I can't so I couldn't
No more feeling guilty for something I shouldn't
God damn
I felt like I was punished for the person I am
Our lifestyles were different
But I never made any efforts to limit
That's not how I roll
All I care is she happy and comfortable
It's my only concern you see that is my metric
The rest is a salad under all the dressing
Myself can't express it
Was dying inside constant catching my breath and
I tried to be patient but I am no savior
Could not get down with her controlling behaviors
I'm sad but so what
Enough is enough when enough is too much
See the wound has been closed cannot open again
And be at the mercy of emotional whims