I can feel it in my sinus
It is like a virus
I am in a fight with
My own thoughts
I cannot define this
I cannot decide shit
Cuz I am in a fight with
My own thoughts
Overloaded with stress and anxiety
You can't tell cuz I hide it inside of me
Stay strong for the ones who rely on me
Stay strong for the ones who confide in me
Be honest I can tell if you lied to me
You wouldn't wanna see the dark side of me
11 years in still got fight in me
But everyday I lose a little pride in me
I can feel it in my sinus
It is like a virus
I am in a fight with
My own thoughts
I cannot define this
I cannot decide shit
Cuz I am in a fight with
My own thoughts
I am in a battle with my own thoughts
There ain't no line that I won't cross
Gettin' older every second cuz time don't stop
Sippin' on the poison 'til the final drop
I am in the middle of a fever dream
Lookin' down on myself in a seizure scene
I ain't comin' back no Easter evening
Every single lines got a deeper meanin'
Why does she keep goin' back to that abusive dude
The shit she be doin' got me too confused
How does he make up for what he do to you
I guess I never really got through to you
Overthinkin' gonna be the death of me
Everyday I'm workin' on a better me
Searchin' for the remedy
I am my own worst enemy
Naw I can't let it get to me
On my way to where I'm meant to be
Feels like I been at this for a century
You are not a threat to me
This ain't even the best of me
I don't got the energy
But I'll kill if you pressure me
I can feel it in my sinus
It is like a virus
I am in a fight with
My own thoughts
I cannot define this
I cannot decide shit
Cuz I am in a fight with
My own thoughts