I might drink, call my ex Let her sleep on your side of the bed Blurry nights, goin' crazy Do what I want with the hurt that you gave me I said goodbye You got no right to tell me how to feel I still miss you And I can't lie, maybe I always will Tryna find my life again, yeah, even if it kills me Tryna find the best way over you I might drink, call my ex Let her sleep on your side of the bed Blurry nights, goin' crazy Do what I want with the hurt that you gave me Oh my God, might self-destruct You wrecked my world, so I'm blowin' it up I get so lost, you can't save me I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me A stranger's eyes I wanna see you're not the only one Even for a night I'll fix the damage that you've done Tryna find my life again, yeah, even if it kills me Tryna find the best way over you (I can't get over you) I might drink, call my ex Let her sleep on your side of the bed Blurry nights, goin' crazy Do what I want with the hurt that you gave me Oh my God, might self-destruct You wrecked my world, so I'm blowin' it up (Girl, I'm blowin' it up) I get so lost, you can't save me I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me Oh, oh-oh I'll keep tryin' 'til my heart goes numb I'd rather feel nothin' than feel too much I might drink, call my ex Let her sleep on your side of the bed Blurry nights, goin' crazy Do what I want with the hurt that you gave me Oh my God, might self-destruct You wrecked my world, so I'm blowin' it up I get so lost, you can't save me I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me I do what I want with the hurt that you gave me