I'm here through you threw me away I'm here every time you fail I know I'll be digging my grave 'Cause this is not the way This will end my days Sometimes the devil knocks at my door Sometimes he tries to buy my soul Sometimes i wish i could lose control Those times i'm scared to be on my own Sometimes i feel like i'm in war Too many times i've tried to climb this hole Sometimes i wish i could save the world But i'm not that special, i'm just alone I'm here through you threw me away I'm here every time you fail I know I'll be digging my grave 'Cause this is not the way I should stay awake I hope you will keep my secret I'm not sure this life is worth living I know there is nothing to prey 'Cause this is not the way This will end my days Sometimes the tears rain down my face I hate how bad they taste Sometimes i wish i'd be lost in space And disappear without a trace I dont want to be a victim, i just wanna be the wave That breaks down your bridges Not the one who cames to save you If only i could change everything before They start to fade into grey I'm here through you threw me away I'm here every time you fail I know I'll be digging my grave 'Cause this is not the way I should stay awake I hope you will keep my secret I'm not sure this life is worth living I know there is nothing to prey 'Cause this is not the way This will end my days This will end my days