The sky hangs heavy in blue
I'm thinking of you
And things are changing all the time
I swear I'm fine
I think I'm fine
And oh my God, it would be easier to die and go to heaven
Than to figure out when I was 17 that it's all up to me
No help from a heavy blue sky
It's easier to die and go to heaven
Than to try and make sense of this
We're swapping papers
In a backroom somewhere
Working nights for 15 years
To pay my way out of the fear
But I will die with nothing that I wanted
Never seen, never been
Never known the way it feels to be at peace
I'll be running my whole life
To a super flower death scene
Oh my God, if only you exist
Then maybe I could resist my inclination
Towards nihilism and depression
When in fact I am happier today than I was when I was 17
Never seen, never been, never known
Things are changing all the time
Super flower death scene
You feel like a bad dream
They will never stop clapping for me
Just applause on the applause you see
Super flower death scene
Curtain up but I'm down on my knees
You don't need to remember me
As long as you're keeping your end of the deal
And call for an encore
I'm just a super flower death scene
You are a super flower death scene
It's just a super flower death scene
You are a super flower death scene
And one day they'll think of me
For the last time
One day they'll speak my name for the last time
And I will cease and desist
Cease to exist
A quick little flash
In the big dark
A duller spark than I was ever meant to be
Just a super flower death scene
A super flower death scene