I remember sitting by your side
Spending hours in my mind, not understanding why
Bitter charcoal
Choked back with regret
None of this is real, and now I wake up in cold sweats
I wish I'd seen how you swayed
Bloodstained
Speaking through a closed door
You're waking up to someone else
Vomit on the floor
Kept my promises, but you were for yourself
Innocence for trauma
Forget you, I traded my life
I traded my fucking life
You always walked right through me
You always took a piece of me
I'm better off now, forgotten
Looking back to you has only failed me, and left me bruised
There's shattered glass around the mantle
I walk towards you, but the closer I come, the deeper the cut
Foul is drenched in your perfume
You say fickle never bloom
You grow sick of me
Leave me on my own and isolated
Isolated, isolated
Leave me on my own, in the rain that never comes
The closer I come the deeper the cut
You fucking lied
I followed and gave you my life
You fucking broke me
Forced subservience
You call it love
You call it love
Foul is drenched in your perfume
You say fickle never bloom
You grow sick of me
Leave me on my own and isolated
Foul is drenched in your perfume
You say fickle never bloom
You grow sick of me
Leave me on my own in the rain that never comes