As the hearts of many fall It's just a memory Becoming clear to me Through a web of lies The Angel of mercy has died Misdirection for the fallen Lift me up Are we Are we frozen into place But through these words Of feeling trapped within Now dialed in I become All that you've wished for Devastated, recreated Pull me in against my will All alone Hold on Reflect keep on searching All alone Hold on From day until night For this to be redone All alone hold on Pull me against my will Devastated, recreated Hold on All alone Advancing through Consistent Resistance To redeem My failed Existence The Reality It's just a memory Breathing underwater I fear I can't escape Relinquish the Martyr It's just a memory Breathing underwater I fear I can't escape Relinquish the Martyr Is this my forever Hold me Draw me in Is this my forever Hold me Draw me Is this my forever Hold me Draw me in Is this my forever Hold I'd rather see than believe in all the lies Wasting my own time I'd rather feel than believe only when hope dies Cause I carry the world Is this my forever