I'm not in the headspace for a love affair You can hold me, but don't touch me there I'd run my fingers through your hair But I'm leaving tomorrow My aorta's getting overstretched I leave my heart and pack up all the rest This gaping hole up in my chest Just might close up forever What can I even offer you But astral projection and a letter or two I almost start to feel like I'm a deadbeat dad To the children that we never had Like I'm always doing something bad If I don't stay here and love you If I could I'd pack your town upon my back I wouldn't have to keep on holding back Keep your calculated plans intact You're too heavy to carry If I'd never left and if she hadn't stayed They might have never made those plans they laid Been dealt the hand that leaves one card unplayed And they're living together You could blame it on my gypsy blood But that's a little bit too Hollywood I swear I'd settle if I could But I don't know where my home is The roamers want to settle down The settled want to roam around In your eyes I see a soul I want to touch And my dreams about you make me blush Every contact gives me such a rush Does that mean I'm perverted Maybe if I try I can grow out of sex Let love and loneliness lay down to rest As it stands my chances aren't the best To stay Happy Forever