(What's a kuudere?) ♪ I miss the dreams that I had Will they come back? Life is not perfect anymore Oh I feel so bad the way that I act Wish they would throw me out the door I regret all the things I said Wish I could do it all again Wish I could scream it out instead I wear a smile I try my best now But it feels like nothing is working Feel left out Just watch the bridges start burning again I feel the world keep caving in Feel like the piece that never fits Drop-kick my heart into a bin Can someone tell me how to live? I regret all the things I said Wish I could do it all again Wish I could scream it out instead I wear a smile that you'll forget Never again will I feel whole I'm feeling faraway from home Can you pick up on my calls Need reassurance of my own Nothing's working out again Everything's the same it's been Said you'd rather us be friends And now it crashes in the end Trying to better who I am While you're sitting there with him Trying to better who I am While you're sitting there with him I try my best now But it feels like nothing is working Feel left out Just watch the bridges start burning again I feel the world keep caving in Feel like the piece that never fits Drop-kick my heart into a bin Can someone tell me how to live? I regret all the things I said Wish I could do it all again Wish I could scream it out instead I wear a smile that you'll forget