Yeah, I hide my pain, yeah, I keep it all inside I love all my friends, but I shouldn't cut the ties I love when it rains, they don't see me when I cry I try all my best, all you do is step aside Yeah, I hide my pain, yeah, I keep it all inside I love all my friends, but I shouldn't cut the ties I love when it rains, they don't see me when I cry I try all my best, all you do is step aside (I panic so hard) (So) (I let my guard off) Breath, calm There's too much stuff going on Every night it brings me on I told you, there's something off And you left a smile I wonder what it said I try my best, you never seem to care Bleed from my wrist, it's loud in my head There must be a poison behind this mess How do I find a way? Is there even a one? I'm lost, I'm lost, I'm lost And I'll just sing and dance I'll wait a thousand days It may just tear me to shreds But how do I get away? Yeah, I hide my pain, yeah, I keep it all inside I love all my friends, but I shouldn't cut the ties I love when it rains, they don't see me when I cry I try all my best, all you do is step aside Yeah, I hide my pain, yeah, I keep it all inside I love all my friends, but I shouldn't cut the ties I love when it rains, they don't see me when I cry I try all my best, all you do is step aside